frozen moments

2005-06-30T22:58:00.000-05:00

hey longass time no talk!! let me catch you up on whats goin on. i worked at panda express fast food for bout a week than i quit cuz my couz, marlene was comming. marlene has been here for almost 3 weeks. sad to say but we still haven't been clubbin but we are gettin fake IDs. they were a pretty penny. i went to some gurls 15th party last sat. is was soo lame. i left 2 hours afta i got there. guess what? i'm going with anthony now. my ex-best friend, allyson, probably wants to kill me now. she has been wanting him since foreva. stupid bitch aint neva gonna get him.

rochelle's 15th party is on sunday. finally da big day is here. we have 5 different dances. i had practice today, tomorrow, and saterday. da dresses are really pretty. they're pink and white with little flowers on it. da party is goina be crazy. its goina be off da chain. so many people are going to it. one

2005-06-02T21:13:00.000-05:00

I'm finally out of school. i have no job either. my couzin fired me cuz i asked for sundays off for my friend's XV practice for her party.so now i am applying to panda express and ice cream shops. MARLENE is coming june 12. i cant wait, she needs to get a job ova here too. i wonder how this summer is going to go. allyson keeps talkin shit bout me cuz she is soo fuckin jealous. she hates me soo much. one

2005-05-19T16:12:00.000-05:00

school is almost ova. da school year went by to fast. my friends and i danced in stagg fest, it was great everybody loved it. i just to do dat shit next year too. me and allyson r still not friends, i think we r neva gonna be. my sister is home from college and is goina stay here now. marlene is commin in june. i cant wait til she comes. we r going to do everything. one

2005-05-04T21:54:00.000-05:00

school was bored, but straight. same old shit was going on. i'm going to do stagg fest next commin thur. we practiced yesterday day fo' three hours and we still aint done. da dance is goina be raw as hell. we are doing some merengue and den some reggaeton.
my bookbag ripped right soo i had to get a new one but i didnt want to so i asked my friend, anthony, if i can have his bookbag cuz i'm not goina buy a new one since its almost da end of da school year. well my ex best friend allyson really likes anthony, and she saw dat i had his bookbag and she got soo mad. she texted him da next period and asked his why i had his bookbag. i bet u she wants to steal it from me. but dats all for now. one

2005-04-20T16:05:00.000-05:00

i wish the cold weather went away and stayed away. me and allyson are still not friends. i guess we wont ever be friends again. Marlene is almost here. i cant wait til she comes, its goina be raw.
rochelle asked me to ask marlene to be in her XV cuz some gurl named Regina got knocked up so she cant be in it anymore, but marlene aint goina do it.
yesterday my gurl angie fought some white bitch. angie beat her ass. the white bitch gotta black eye and a busted lip. the saddest part the white bitch's sister was watching the whole thing and didnt do shit bout it. the only thing the sister did was tell everybody dat she got angie when she gets back. i hate people who talk shit but dont do shit. i think she is one of dos people. just cuz you come fresh from the city dont mean shit. if you dont kno how to fight when your in the city, then you still aint going to kno went you go to the subrubs. just cuz you from the city doesnt make you win every fight you in. one

2005-04-13T18:25:00.000-05:00

Spring is here. i glad dat we can finally wear no jackets. me and allyson havent been friends for a month. right now she is all buddy buddy with some gurl named candy who we were tight with before but then we started to talk shit bout her. school is boring cuz i have to wrote a lot of papers and i am really lazy. one

2005-03-26T21:16:00.000-06:00

to the bitch who commented last: get off ur bullshit, and get over how i am. i kno u r just jealous and want ur shit just like mine. quit hatin on my shit. one

2005-02-27T00:16:00.000-06:00

to a bitch named lexi, fuck you and ur stupid shit. kiss my ass you fucking low life piece of shit. no one told you to come to my wedsite and hear my music or look at my layout. how the fuck can you say how i act if u dont even kno me. next time fucking say some shit like dat to my face and get off dat bullshit of posting a bogus message. aight bitch, one

2005-02-23T21:49:00.000-06:00

this week sucks alot. i have alot of homework and i am really tired. school is gettin soo boring. my mom is also mad or angry with me. i am tired of talking to certain people and hangin with them too. i cant stand some people now. this weekend all i want to do is sleep. i am soo tired, my back hurts and i cant think straight.

2005-02-14T19:51:00.000-06:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!
i really dont have anybody soo today kinda sucks for me. i havent been posting cuz i have had alot of homework. i keep gettin more and more. this weekend was aight. i went to my school dance on sat. with allyson, anthony, and rochelle. it sucked soo badly. i hated da music. my friends and i didnt dance much cuz they didnt really play any good music to dance too. after the dance we all went to eat at denny's and it took an hour and a half for our food. i am soo tired cuz i bearly get any sleep and working is hard. friday, allyson and i went to a backetball game cuz her brother is on the team. well allyson and her sister got in a fight with some girl dat always talks shit. she got the shit beat out of her. it was crazy. she wants to fight allyson again so she can get beat again. one

2005-02-07T20:15:00.000-06:00

hey!! sry i havent written in such a longass time. me and allyson are friends again. i told her why might be the reason for us not being tight anymore and how i didnt see what was happening, but we fixed it and now its all good.

i didnt do shit on friday cuz me and ally didnt have a ride to the mall neither did anthony.
i went to a party on saterday after work. it was crazy, my gurl angie was having her 16th b-day party and her boyfriend was hosting it. lets just say it got out of hand through out da whole party. i saw my stalk, carlos, there and i didnt even say hey.one

2005-01-26T16:06:00.000-06:00

I FUCKIN HATE MYSELF!! I have just lost my friend because of something stupid. She gave me a note dat says:
It's funny how the people you trust the most will lie to you about the most stupidest shit. Why tell me you were looking for me when you know damn well you weren't. I've told you the worse thing someone could do is lie to me and you still did. I wouldn't care if you just told, but instead you just pushed me aside. As dulcinea told us she wanted to know all the upper-classmen and all the mexicans at our school. You use stupid excuses not to hang out with me. I guess you have so many "friends" now that you don't need to talk to me. I'm not saying we wont be friends, but we just wont be as tight as we use to. You with your friends and me with my friends, because that's how it's been anyway!
allyson

I will confess that I lied to her once bout looking for her but the other times I was looking for her in the morning at school. Today she found me in the mexican corner at my school( a place which I swore not to hang out with before but I am a hypocrite). I said hi to her and she then she went to the gym. I don't see her til after lunch and she was acting weird around me( she often acts quiet around me sometimes so I thought it was just her being herself) but I was wrong. She did want to partner up for a spanish thing. then I get the note. I wanted to cry and beat dat shit out of someone who could explain the note to me. We were having communication problems before but now this shows me how we didn't talk that much at all. I don't know what will happen from here on but I know that I just lost I great friend. She helped me come out and explore the world and helped me from me hiding and being a loser. without her I wouldn't even be half of what I am here today. I know I don't deserve to be her friend right now but maybe someday she can be my best friend again. til that day comes we will only be friends just like how she wants it to be. one

2005-01-20T15:57:00.000-06:00

sry i havent been writing its becuz i havent had anytime, with school and things at my house. school is getting harder and harder and they give a shit load of homework. i got back to working again. i just had my birthday party last weekend. i got alot of more money than i exspected. i had a good time with my friends and family. well sry gtg cuz i'm gettin my nails done. one

2005-01-10T23:05:00.000-06:00

hey what up? i've been real busy with school shit. i dont wanna start falling behind already. well my ex Robert still thinks of us being together but he got mad cuz one of his friends is talking to me alot and he got mad at me like it was me dat was calling his friend, i was like u r dat one who gave him my phone# .i was talking to my couz Cristal at a party bout how i was talking to some cute guy, and she kept talking bout how cute he was. i was like STFU i danced with him not u, and he aint dat cute either. i miss my couz marlene more and more, i cant wait til summer!! nite, one

2005-01-08T23:50:00.000-06:00

MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
i'm finally 15!!! today was crazy. i want to cry cuz i broke my phone, i might get a new one mon. its soo far away. i lost all my pictures and phone #'s.
i had a fun day. i got flowers, ballons, and gifts. i ate all day. i'm out cuz i'm tired. one

2005-01-03T01:21:00.000-06:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
I'm soo sad cuz my couz, Marlene is leaving me tomorrow morning. I had a great time with her here on my winter break. Let me catch u up on what I have been doing this last past days. Wed, thurs, fri, and sat Marlene and I have been going to sleep at 5 or later.
-wed- Dec. 29
my and marlene's great friend, Milo, came ova with my couz, ricky, cuz Marlene and milo have history together. They came at 2;30 in da morning. All we did was walk around outside until 5 in da morning. They left kinda mad. oo well.
-thurs-Dec. 30
my sister has been trying to get me a fake ID so I can get into clubs and she did it in time to go thurs nite. My sister took me and Marlene to club P.M. it was soo good. We met 6 others gurls at da club soo we had a lot of ppl to hang with. The club was two floors, top floor had juke music and da bottom floor has bachata, merengue and reggeaton. I love to juke. Of course I got a bit tipsy cuz my ID was 21 soo u kno. I almost fell down da stairs. I met some guy named Zack. he was nice but he was soo fuckin weird. He didn't kno how to juke good. I think he wanted to make out with me but I would of slapped him if he tried. He wanted my # but I thought he was weird soo I gave him a wrong #. LMAO!! We had a CRAZY ride home. sry, I cant post dat info.
-fri-Dec. 31
my sister, Marlene and I all went to my couz's, Coral, place cuz she was having a party there. I have a better time than I thought I would. Marlene and I drank a lot.
-sat-Jan. 1
we went clubbin again. This time we went brazer. We went to Noah Noah. At first it was boring cuz only uglyass guys were there but there it got better. I was really tipsy there too. I was dancing with some guy and I almost kept fallin. I was rolling. He had to lead me everywhere I went.he got my # but I really don't want to talk to him. He is cute and shit but there is something bout him dat I don't like. It's dat he sounds gay. He voice sounds really gay. I have nothing against gay guys. But this guy is too weird for me. soo I am not going to pick up his calls. He is really nice and he bought me all of my drinks, but something in the back of my head tells me no. maybe its his voice.
-today-
Marlene and I woke up around 2 in da afternoon and did nothing da whole day. Marlene packed all of her shit for tomorrow. And dats it. one

2004-12-30T01:02:00.000-06:00

SRY!! but i havent been postin cuz i fucked my template up. dont ask me how but i did and my couz kris had to fix it. THANKS KRIS!! but its 1 in da morning and my couzs r coming ova. one

2004-12-16T16:08:00.000-06:00

I got finals tomorrow and im goina die. I hope I do good in it. I went shopping yesterday and bought more gifts.

my x boyfriend try to talk to me but I didn't want to talk to him. I cant stand him on anything. He is a hoe, I cant believe I went with him. I told him to neva talk to me and to leave me da fuck alone. I don't want anyone right now cuz I kno dat I will be da one gettin hurt like always. I hate dat shit. Either u r dat one who causes pain or u r da one with pain. I wanna be neither, so I aint going to put my self in da position.

my couz, Marlene is coming on sat. I'm soo happy finally we can chill tomorrow. I have no idea what we r going to do da whole winter break but we'll find somethin, but I got to study for finals. one

2004-12-13T23:12:00.000-06:00

I FUCKIN HATE GUYS. Carlos, my stalker still wont leave me alone. I cuse at him and start shit but he still calls me back. I continue to not answer his calls but he wont stop. WHAT DA FUCK?? And then my X boyfriend Robert called me and I asked him bout dat gurl he kicked it to. At first he said yea but then he said dat he doesn't even know her and wanted to know who I heard it from. He was like will who ever told u was wrong. I was like u think wrong for thinking I wouldn't find out. i'm done with guys for a longass time. They r all liars and stupid motherfucka.

well on to betta things, I went shopping today. I'm almost done buying all da gifts. My couz Marlene is almost here from Atlanta, GA, she is coming on sat. But I got to work. Don't dat suck like a bitch. one

2004-12-12T20:10:00.000-06:00

i'm going crazy. dis weekend was so fucked up. some guy named carlos wont leave me alone. he is a stalker. he called me 10 times on thur. at nite and them i saw him at da mall on friday and i ran away from him. i finally answered his call and he mostly talked bout how he wants to be with me. i was like ur fuckin crazyass motherfucka. i'm not going to answer him calls anymore.then yesterday i found out dat my boyfriend, robert, kicked it to my couz's friend. i was soo mad, when he called me i acted like a bitch to him. FUCK HIM!! and every other guy in da motherfuckin world. they r all da same and neva going to change. one

2004-12-08T16:28:00.000-06:00

Today was aight, nothing special happened at school. I just saw the same people over and over again that I hate. EEERRR!! I cant stand that. I always see my ex-boyfriend, nick, all the time. I even have a class with him, which I want to change cuz of him. I also hate seeing some gurl named Tina. Tina got a problem with me . She started shit with me. til this day, I still don't know with she doesn't like me, maybe its cuz nick was her boyfriend and he dumped her for me(but thats cuz she cheated on him). She always talks shit. I hate people who talk shit but cant back it up.

last nite I was rolling cuz my friend, Anthony, was saying a a lot of stupid shit.
he said," u a lobsta."
I said," u a tomato."
he said," why da fuck do I have to be a tomato, besides da fact dat I'm bright red?"
I said," cuz u a roundass motherfucka just like tomatoes!!"
I love talkin to him.
today I am going to have one of Anthony's quotes,"I lie cuz I'm good at it" which isn't true. I'M OUT, MIGHT GO SHOPPING. one

2004-12-06T16:33:00.000-06:00

The weekend was fun for the most part. I went to work Saturday and after work I went to my couz' crib. I haven't seen her for a long time or talked to her, so we just chilled and caught up with each other. I saw my man this weekend at work. I haven't seem him in a long time. He is so cute.
On Sunday I went to church and stayed after for a church thing that was going on. My couzin,lupe, her friends and i all went together. it was bored as hell. there wasn't many people there, so we left. I saw my old friend, milo,there and I said hey but he was acting like an ass. We walked around and just hung out for the whole time. We have more fun just hangin out than at the church things. Today was aight, I'm going shopping in a minute. one

2004-12-05T21:34:00.000-06:00

OMG!! I love the layout its sooooo cute. I got a shit load of homework to do still, but I had a good weekend. one